They say a cat has 9 lives
Too bad that that isn't me
A chance to live over again
So I can flee
You've hurt me too much
But you don't care
Why don't you just leave me
And continue your affair
You abused me
And I've let it go for too long
I need to get out of this house
I need to be strong
You killed me inside
You broke my heart
I knew this would happen
I should've left from the start
But now I'm stuck in this mess
With no where to go
I wish I would've left you
I'm stupid, I know
I'm going to take a chance
I really hope I make it
I throw the match
And the house is lit
I'm sorry I had to do this
But I had no choice
But
Do you ever wonder
How life would be
If we had never met
Under the tree
That day was the best
Though very strange
But I promise you
My feelings wont change
You make me smile
When you don't even try
When you kiss me
I feel like I can fly
I would never lie to you
Or hurt you in any way
You're what I've been praying for
Each and every day
I cant wait for the day
I don't have to leave your side
The best day of my life
When I will be your bride
I don't care what people say
But I know we're meant to be
We are perfect together
And everyone can see
My love for you
Is so very strong
When I'm with you
I know that's where I be
It seems like just yesterday
You were right there beside me
You were my everything
But I wish you would've seen
How much you meant to me
We have been through it all
We have fallen down
And we have stood up tall
But now you're gone
I can't find you
Where did you go
I thought what we had was true
But I was mistaken
No one can help me
Now what do I do
No one can save me
No one but you
You told me forever
But all that was a lie
It was so unexpected
And you just let me cry
How could you do this to me
You've killed me inside
I really did love you
I thought I was going to be your bride
But now you're gone
I can't find y
you are a great friend by AmicusDeBonaFide, literature
Literature
you are a great friend
I am so alone
With no one beside me
They look in my eyes
But they just don't see
The cuts on my arms
The pain in my heart
I can feel it tearing
And ripping apart
What was my life worth
I would always think
I could kill myself
With just one more drink
Until you came
And saved my life
Every singe night
I held a knife
You took me in
And treated me right
I look to you for support
Almost every single night
You are the best friend
Anyone could ever ask for
You're the only one
That cared and didn't ignore
Love me now, love me forever
Don't leave me baby, you're the greatest ever
Life has been great since you've been mine
When people look at me they see my eyes shine
No one knew we would fall in love so deep
You're the last person I think of before I go to sleep
I'm gonna spend the rest of my life with you
I can't wait 'til we're on that altar and say I do
chorus
Life as we knew it is no longer here
I want to be with you year after year
My life is now complete with you by my side
You know baby, you'll one day be my bride
With you in my arms everything feels so right
I wanna fall asleep with you every night
Nothing will ever be ab
How could everything
Slip from my hands
All because
I had to cancel our plans
I was a horrible friend
And left you in the dust
You shot yourself right then
You felt you must
I'm done with everything I did
I want to help a new friend
Hopefully I'll be able to
And his heart will mend
Now we get along so good
This is how its supposed to be
I've helped him out a lot
From what he told me
this is to forever by AmicusDeBonaFide, literature
Literature
this is to forever
My heart has been broken
Too many times before
I shouldn't have gave them my heart
I guess that's what I asked for
But now that you're in my life
I don't want anyone but you
I love you more than anything
What we have is true
You amaze me
No matter what you do
You are my whole life
I know you feel the same way too
So here is to today
And here is to forever
I promise you this baby
I will leave you never
All that I have left
Are the memories we had
I really do miss you
You were the best dad
You were there when I needed you
And even when I did not, you were true
I wish I would've told you
How much you mean to me
But I never thought this would happen
To someone that was so free
If I could see you one more time
I would show you how much I loved you
I love and miss you dad
But now I'm so scared
Of what I'll do without you
And all I have are the memories we shared
I see my reflection in the mirror
I see all the scars and bruises
I see everyone that hurt me
And all of their excuses
Not one of them apologized
They left me there laying on the ground
I lay there, blood pouring out
With no one else around
I have always been by myself
I had no one to talk to
People just hurt me
And no one have a clue
So as I look in the mirror
There is hurt and pain
There's one more thing
Blood coming from my veins
If you had one day left
Of this life you live
What would you do
What would you give
Would you tell how you feel
Or keep it inside
Would you confront your problems
Or would you just hide
If tomorrow was your last day
Would you live for today
And live it to the fullest
Never turning away
What if the time was here
To tell everyone goodbye
Would you be able to do it
Or would you drop down and cry
Live everyday like it's the last
Don't let anything get in your way
Love everyone around you
And everything will be okay
They say a cat has 9 lives
Too bad that that isn't me
A chance to live over again
So I can flee
You've hurt me too much
But you don't care
Why don't you just leave me
And continue your affair
You abused me
And I've let it go for too long
I need to get out of this house
I need to be strong
You killed me inside
You broke my heart
I knew this would happen
I should've left from the start
But now I'm stuck in this mess
With no where to go
I wish I would've left you
I'm stupid, I know
I'm going to take a chance
I really hope I make it
I throw the match
And the house is lit
I'm sorry I had to do this
But I had no choice
But
Do you ever wonder
How life would be
If we had never met
Under the tree
That day was the best
Though very strange
But I promise you
My feelings wont change
You make me smile
When you don't even try
When you kiss me
I feel like I can fly
I would never lie to you
Or hurt you in any way
You're what I've been praying for
Each and every day
I cant wait for the day
I don't have to leave your side
The best day of my life
When I will be your bride
I don't care what people say
But I know we're meant to be
We are perfect together
And everyone can see
My love for you
Is so very strong
When I'm with you
I know that's where I be
It seems like just yesterday
You were right there beside me
You were my everything
But I wish you would've seen
How much you meant to me
We have been through it all
We have fallen down
And we have stood up tall
But now you're gone
I can't find you
Where did you go
I thought what we had was true
But I was mistaken
No one can help me
Now what do I do
No one can save me
No one but you
You told me forever
But all that was a lie
It was so unexpected
And you just let me cry
How could you do this to me
You've killed me inside
I really did love you
I thought I was going to be your bride
But now you're gone
I can't find y
you are a great friend by AmicusDeBonaFide, literature
Literature
you are a great friend
I am so alone
With no one beside me
They look in my eyes
But they just don't see
The cuts on my arms
The pain in my heart
I can feel it tearing
And ripping apart
What was my life worth
I would always think
I could kill myself
With just one more drink
Until you came
And saved my life
Every singe night
I held a knife
You took me in
And treated me right
I look to you for support
Almost every single night
You are the best friend
Anyone could ever ask for
You're the only one
That cared and didn't ignore
Love me now, love me forever
Don't leave me baby, you're the greatest ever
Life has been great since you've been mine
When people look at me they see my eyes shine
No one knew we would fall in love so deep
You're the last person I think of before I go to sleep
I'm gonna spend the rest of my life with you
I can't wait 'til we're on that altar and say I do
chorus
Life as we knew it is no longer here
I want to be with you year after year
My life is now complete with you by my side
You know baby, you'll one day be my bride
With you in my arms everything feels so right
I wanna fall asleep with you every night
Nothing will ever be ab
How could everything
Slip from my hands
All because
I had to cancel our plans
I was a horrible friend
And left you in the dust
You shot yourself right then
You felt you must
I'm done with everything I did
I want to help a new friend
Hopefully I'll be able to
And his heart will mend
Now we get along so good
This is how its supposed to be
I've helped him out a lot
From what he told me
this is to forever by AmicusDeBonaFide, literature
Literature
this is to forever
My heart has been broken
Too many times before
I shouldn't have gave them my heart
I guess that's what I asked for
But now that you're in my life
I don't want anyone but you
I love you more than anything
What we have is true
You amaze me
No matter what you do
You are my whole life
I know you feel the same way too
So here is to today
And here is to forever
I promise you this baby
I will leave you never
All that I have left
Are the memories we had
I really do miss you
You were the best dad
You were there when I needed you
And even when I did not, you were true
I wish I would've told you
How much you mean to me
But I never thought this would happen
To someone that was so free
If I could see you one more time
I would show you how much I loved you
I love and miss you dad
But now I'm so scared
Of what I'll do without you
And all I have are the memories we shared
I see my reflection in the mirror
I see all the scars and bruises
I see everyone that hurt me
And all of their excuses
Not one of them apologized
They left me there laying on the ground
I lay there, blood pouring out
With no one else around
I have always been by myself
I had no one to talk to
People just hurt me
And no one have a clue
So as I look in the mirror
There is hurt and pain
There's one more thing
Blood coming from my veins
If you had one day left
Of this life you live
What would you do
What would you give
Would you tell how you feel
Or keep it inside
Would you confront your problems
Or would you just hide
If tomorrow was your last day
Would you live for today
And live it to the fullest
Never turning away
What if the time was here
To tell everyone goodbye
Would you be able to do it
Or would you drop down and cry
Live everyday like it's the last
Don't let anything get in your way
Love everyone around you
And everything will be okay
I'm that girl that people call weird, random, and dramatic,
but there's more to me if you'll listen behind all the noise and static
I'm that girl that is from your wildest dreams
yet I can be your worst nightmare, if I please
I'm that girl that hides behind her words
but is willing to speak out and wants to be heard
I'm that girl who has had so much to hide
but here I am waiting for my guide
I'm that girl who is sad
yet I pretend that I'm so damn glad
I'm that girl who has had her heart broken
yet I still have my heart as a small token
I'm that girl who acts everyday
and I act like I'm ok
I'm that girl who loves with a whole hea
Saving Friends
Upon waking up at the dreadful time of 5:45 every morning to the irritating beeping sound of my alarm, I am always cranky when I first get up. And it never helps when you want to get those extra ten minutes in, but your mother starts banging on your door even if you are two minutes late for breakfast. I hated our morning routines. I never got to sleep in, even on the weekends. It was like I was in some kind of military reform school. I drug myself out of bed and got dressed. Slowly but surely, I walked down the stairs and into the kitchen.
Sarah, my mother said with a nervous sigh, please sit down. Your fat
Each day I wake up
Knowing of you
Missing you
Those memories are fading
And your face is growing dim
But my love for you will never change
My eyes will never dry
No matter where you are
no matter the distance between us
Youre in my heart,
In my life,
And always in my mind
Youre apart of me
Even thought your gone
I LOVE YOU
and miss you,
and wish you could come back,
Youre hiding I know it
Ill see you one day soon
When I grow the courage to go through a day
Without tears or pain because I miss you
Im sorry youre gone
No goodbyes,
Or ill see you later
Just a quick accident
Do you believe in Miracles by Elemental-Abyss, literature
Literature
Do you believe in Miracles
Do you believe in Miracles?
Like finding one last cookie in the jar.
Or just enough in the carton for a sip.
What about finding a dollar on the ground for a snack?
Do those count as miracles?
Do you believe in miracles?
Like eating what you want each night.
Or sleeping in a warm bed.
What about going to a good school that you like?
Do these sound more like miracles?
Do you believe in miracles?
Like your parents taking care of you.
Or having friends to have fun with.
What about something in life you love dearly.
Do you think these are miracles?
Do you believe in miracles?
Like knowing that you live a safe life.
Or knowing tha
Hold my hand through it all
I'll lend you a shoulder to cry on
And a hand to help you up
Don't worry, I won't let you fall
If you trip, I'll catch you
I'll listen to your problems
As you blabber on and on
Trust me, I'll keep your secrets
And I won't tell anyone you're truly scared
I won't mind if you tell the truth or a lie
To everyone else
But be true to yourself
Gossip ruins everyone
Don't let the disease catch you
You know what they say isn't true
Just be free
If you need me to be there
I'll try, I'll keep my promises
And I know I can count on you, too
Don't worry too much
Stress isn't good for you
Be as carefree as yo
You drank away your sorrow
You sat there and ruined it all
You sat there and pushed us away
With every tear that slipped away from you
You yelled when I tried to help
And you told me how you truly felt
You said that you were worthless
A nobody
That you meant nothing
That you were in everyones way
That you should just leave
And I sat there in a loss for words
I left you there
A stupid mistake I know
But my anger was raging
And all my sadness and pity left
And all that was left was the anger that you supplied me
You said you were worthless
Then why did she promise?
The promise you were not told about
The promise
I love you,
And that's the best thing I can say.
Even when I'm angry.
Just know it is loves way.
I'm crying for your ignorance.
And I'm angry at your fears.
You gave into all your doubts-
The origin of your tears.
When you were searching-
This starry night.
What is it that you saw?
Did you look into it's vastness-
And feel wonder or feel awe?
Were you afraid you might not matter,
In a world where God is King?
That love, and faith, and affection-
They didn't mean a thing?
When you were questioning your existence-
On this green and vibrant Earth.
Did you think you weren't enough-
To be the source of God's mirth?
I love you.
Things are not always what they seem,
anyone can tell you.
the things that you find in your dreams
can be difficult to get through.
The pain can be magnified
by rejection and despair
when good intentions are cast aside
your dreams will leave you bare.
But the opposite is also true
the bad can turn out good
so open up your eyes of blue
and please put down that hood.
The hood that hides your pretty face,
the one you cannot stand
unfriendly words can sting like mace
by surprise and when they're planned.
you're better than you think you are
i know you need to hear that
with effort i know you'll go far
it's something you hav
Sleep seems like a nice release
For the boy who tried to make a mark
And tried to put his mind at ease
But was thrown back into the dark
Life's a nice escape from dreams
Until it has a go at you
You end up bursting at the seams
And you don't know what you should do
So you scream at the world
But it's not listening
With fingers in it's ears
Whilst loudly whistling
So you scream at the world
But it pays you no heed
Doesn't think that it's wrong
Well, you're right indeed
You have no close friends as such
Though the friends you have you love
But that doesn't amount to much
It seems like that is not enough
The sky above's a sha
As Earth spins
And countries fill
As lives end
And the world seems still
As the people grow
And the air gets thick
As progressions slow
And the weak get sick
As the powers fleet
And the rules subside
As we meet defeat
And our visions collide
As the gates close
And the depths extend
As friends become foes
And the classes blend
As the weak get strong
And the strong begin to fade
As the right are wrong
And the wrong are betrayed
so i just got back from steubenville, ohio. if you havn't heard of it, its a catholic youth conference. this was my second year going and i feel completely changed. i am now going to follow what God is telling me to do. i am no longer going to care what everyone else thinks of me. i felt God this weekend. and he changed me. ecspecially during adoration. when the preist was bringing around the Monsterance(idk how to spell that) i just broke down. i cried my eyes out along with a couple of my close friends. it was the most amazing thing i have ever felt in my entire life. well i just needed to write all of this out:]
so my boyfriend lied to me. he told me he needed time to adjust to being home. and hes not ready for a girl friend. and the next day guess what he does.. he goes and gets another girl friend. ughh. i hate it. the only thing helping me get through it are my great friends. theyre all trying to help but i just cant stop crying=/
Baby your more amazing than anything in the entire universe. I love you more now than when we first met. Baby we will be together forever and I want the world to know this. I love you forever and always. That is a pinky promise)